To someone Special.

I still remember the first day u added me on fb...you message through fb message...asked me do i still remember...i was like shock..! Is that the person who i loved before i had a bf two n a half years ago?well then he dated me out...i have no rejections and just followed him out...the most funniest part was...we went over to my club house for a swim, it was like a friend thing..but then there is a strong feeling inside..after our swim...we ate at the club house...it was like a nice conversation..he told me that he wants to bring me over to solaris for a nice cup of chocolate...to warm me up..i was shivering along the way..he was sweet though..i guess thats the reason i fall back n started recall what happened ...2nd day...we went to watch a movie...at TCM. Both of us just suddenly was like having a relationship...it was like lighting strikes...I was shock as well...3rd day..im abit confused on what we are..but he hugged me tight and say that everything is okay...i was so relief when im in his hands...he secures me..but..as time goes by things is nothing i expected it will be..i was so silly and eventually fell for him deeply...even its just few weeks...he is a person who always tease me..whenever i am next to him ....suddenly just..play around with me...but it confused me on the way he acted...after all this...i was deeply hurt when he stop seeing me after 1 n a half months..my heart broken into pieces but i cant cry..because i know...that i am not his girlfriend...i wasn't...its nothing and it hurts...i seriously don't know why...

GET OVER WITH IT

Well sometimes when it comes to the end...lots of things changes so fast that i cant even believe it...sometimes i wonder...why is my life so damn dramatic...?Its kinda interesting...but damn hard to believe sometimes...just imagine this.............

story number one:-

1. Once upon a time..there are two girls. Yam pey n Celine..get hooked up from first day of there primary life...get to know each other so well that they cant lose each other...they sleep together..chill together..play together..Bath together..almost every day there were together never letting go...one day Yam pey had to leave to kedah back to her home town...celine was so sad...and she always cry...she felt lonely somehow without yam pey existance..she always try to call her...and talk to her...because of such good relationship between them...they got so attached till they will cry for each other...somehow fated...still remember once...celine ignored yam pey at school...yam pey cried and was deeply hurt by it...somehow i guess this is what a true friend means....

Unfortunately on yampey 14 birthday...celine got into an accident along the way to her party...

ever since then both friendship was totally crash by it...and celine never wanted her to worried...

before she fainted...she picked up yam pey's call telling her that she cant make it..."happy birthday pey pey"....after she said that she knocked down seriously...and never contact her anymore....Yam pey was so dissapointed...heart broken..and also never knew the truth....for so long.

4 years later.31.4.2010 celine returned to yampey's heart and they enjoy their moments although its short but its unbelievable...seriously its one special bond between us ....that never wanted us to be separated just like that...im glad that she is back and everything turns to be a wonderful thing...and i know when im sad i have a shoulder to lean on once again...

Story Number 2.

Once upon a time...when boy meets girl for the very first time...they eventually had something inside them that makes them so happy...but because of some tragic missunderstanding...PS: NOT QUITE RMB....because girl lost her memories after that...and soo...after 2 years later he returned to her....somehow in a good way....but yet she still wonder what is this special thing that brought them together...it is so special until...i never wanna let it go....

Well everyone......story 2 is so short....because i cant really remember what happen to the past...but oh well start everything new right now ! YEAH!

How much do you think its worth the value now???

Somehow things got so fruss that makes me created anger towards my self, anger that even causes me mental illness, i've always wanted things perfectly but i have expected to high and
gotten to a level that i must now pull my self back,simply one promises it really meant to me alot, i take things seriously and never think of dissapointments, because i trusted you. Infact
i could do anything to say tune just for you will you ? but its already too let...because i have gave up those energy and ready to rest for a long long time. Seriously its time for u to do all the job.
IF u say that i dont tolerate with you, i will not want a relationship that only meet twice a week.
WEll do it ur way..it is your choice.


LOVE

CELINE

GOTTA MOVE ON

When it comes to realize,i've shouldnt think about it so much.I should not even give any hope to "someone"out there n now...im the one who is being hurt by the certain "someone"it feels so
pain n break into pieces how could this happen...its because i loved you.

un predictable feeling

Sometimes some stuff from peoples idea do hurt you in a way,not to say hurt but it makes you feel so diffrent even a simple thing might make you think about "is this relationship working or not"i have struggle my love gave up my life even sacrifice my active path just to stay strong and

hold you back but yet you dint realize and never felt sorry for your self.i never complain because

i know its my choice to do it,and that is why i love you.I would never love someone like that,but you are just someone special which locks me up.But from now on,my tears are all dried up,i cant

cry neither sad or lonely,maybe i did try to let it be.But always remember that i loved you.Not that i dont.....i do...

Morning Rush

Was pushing my self to wake up...just to have a nice breakfast with a certain someone...instead i should continue sleeping...and dont bother...its a tragic morning which i have to suffer gastric...urgh! i woke up one hour ago...he woke up one hour later...somehow it links...ah well...while waiting chating with a piggie...which eating nuggets infront of the screen making me starving! curse u! haha joking, anyways...happy to see him everyday...although through the webcam...he is one funny guy...haha oh well..somehow crap abit lar today,

1st i would like to talk about life"seriously im afaird of 2012 dooms day...its like a worst nightmare for me...

2nd i would prefer having my breakfast in the morning!! not afternoon...hmmm thats the reason y i hate guys with no punctual( eeks dunno how to spell) hahaha sometimes i will eventually forgets how to spell some words...ah...btw im starving!

well a very simple quote for the day : Do not ever starve your girlfriend or wife they will eventually get bored and follow other guys out for food! and think u are useless.....

Celine is back!

Ah time flys....now its like hmmm alot of memories has been washed away...why...?hahaha i let it go,sometimes sad things have to leave behind and move forward.Some memories are meant to be kept secretly deep inside me,which always remain silent.well have a few pictures taken few months ago...Enjoy...! Before scrolling down there is more to read.
1st : lets talk about life, perfectly messy last year ups downs...sickness...bla bla bla...

2nd- Love...hmmm still can lar..:P
3rd- favourite things i've gotten: 6 hamsters, new lappy,nothing much interesting...

4th- Bad things happen. missunderstanding...backstepping...wow...alot...which im cursing ppl who do that to me now...hhahaha
5th- things which i love- my bf????? haahaha...my dog my hamsters my clothes!!!

My haul- make up brushes: i think almost finish collecting hmmmm...who can sponsor hahaha
make ups: i got my sunkissesss products hehehehhe yeah! but not all =.=
teddy bears: i got it somehow but still not what i really wanna call a collection yet...

Pictures of my haul will be out soon...just wait..


Anyways i think i will stop here....somehow out of words to say...today im not really into it somehow...haha just a random blog....

Good nite everyone!

Quote of the day: The most beautiful make-up of a woman passion. But cosmetics are easier to buy.

Will be blogging about my self soon ...tune in...!